I log for him with such passion I have never known before. I know he loves me but why will he not answer my calling, why dose he leave me forsaken.

I walk in my solitude of manic prayer. He is all I ever think about. I have dedicated my life to him. He has my mind, my body and my soul. Yet I am starting to loose my love for him. Not my faith, just my love.

I want for nothing but to join him. But if I do, I surely shall sin.

Placed on my tongue, his body fills my mouth, united in humanity. His blood pulsating inside me, drippin down my throat, burning in my body as I swallow. My knees are still raw.